I don't feel like me today.
I feel like the lonely insecure little girl that I used to be, the one I thought I had left behind.
I don't want to play any more, I just want to curl up in a little ball and disappear.
I don't like the hand that I've been dealt, I'm pretty sure it's been tampered with.
I don't like the rules that someone else has made, they put me at a disadvantage.
I'm sure it's just the stress and heat getting to me and that tomorrow after a sleep I'll be better.
I'm sure that in time, I'll look back and laugh that I felt this way forgetting how bad I felt.
It's just that for now and today I don't feel like me.
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Maybe, you don't feel like you because you're learning - and learning changes a person. Hugs!
ReplyDeleteThanks Jenny, that's a very valid point!
DeletePippa you are an amazing woman who many in the blogging world and your community look up to. It is perfectly normal to have a wobble now and again - we'd all be lying if we said it never happens. Hang in there - whatever it is will blow over like the summer thunderstorms...
ReplyDeleteThank you, you've made me feel a lot better :)
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